Los Frikis of Cuba

A Vice video on Los Frikis who were a punk group in Cuba who auto-infected themselves with the HIV virus in the 90s so they could procure better resources than they has on the streets.


Looking for Dutch Caribbean Gay and Bi men


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Hey guys!

As you probably know, this year I pursue an masters degree in Medical Anthropology and Sociology at the University of Amsterdam. My thesis project examines some aspects of the sexual health of Dutch Caribbean men who live in the Netherlands and have sex with other men. In the context of this research project, I want to talk with gay and bisexual guys (and everything in between) from the Dutch Caribbean about attitudes towards sex and safe sex practices. If you would like to talk to me, or know someone who might, please let me know. It will be anonymous and won’t take much of your time. Please also feel free to share this message on Twitter and Facebook.

e-mail: joel.illidge@outlook.com

Thanks so much for your help!

The Silent HIV Crisis Sweeping the American South by TONIC

Gay black men are hardest hit by HIV in the American South. TONIC post a short video about some of the hardships that gay black HIV positive men face in Mississippi.

Find TONIC’s video description here:

TONIC (VICE’s new health channel) travels to Jackson, Mississippi, one of the hardest hit Southern cities, to investigate why black gay men are getting diagnosed and falling to a disease that can be managed. We’ll discuss issues tied to systematic racial discrimination, such as low income and poverty, lack of access to adequate health care, limited HIV testing and education and stigma attached to the virus. We’ll meet heroic social workers and researchers struggling to bring HIV+ the care they need, as well as HIV+ men who are speaking out about their disease in hopes of changing the stigmas attached to it.

HIV diagnoses in the United States have generally plummeted since the 1980’s, and treatment strategies are now so effective that some are beginning to talk about the end of the AIDS epidemic. However, for gay black men in America, the chances of getting HIV in a lifetime are still one in two. In some Southern states, the rates of infection for black men who have sex with men rival rates in underdeveloped countries like Botswana. Once diagnosed with HIV, these men are unable to access the medicine, clinical resources and psychological support they need to keep life ­threatening AIDS diagnoses at bay.

Still a ways to go with HIV/AIDS


Sadly, I keep reading stories like the one published on World AIDS Day on Quartz. Its a story about an increase of HIV infection rates in China. Again we see that this is mainly due to a 400% increase of infection among men who have sex with men. Not only are infection rates increase, but so are the deaths caused by AIDS.


I often get the impression that many people do not see the disease as a threat any more. They often have the idea that through modern drug therapies, HIV has become a chronic disease and is no longer deadly if well managed. Yet they forget that people are still dying from these disease world wide. This is why I was happy to see the attention given to this disease this year on World AIDS Day (1st of December). I volunteer for the Man tot Man unit of the GGD Amsterdam, and was at this years Love Dance which is a event meant as a closing of the World AIDS Day commemorations and events.

The GGD Amsterdam was at this  party to offer free anonymous HIV testing. And I was happy to see people of all ages, genders, and sexual orientation getting tested. Even though its a small group, at least it promotes awareness of this epidemic and that the fight has not yet been won.

Film: Silverlake Life: The View From Here *****

Silverlake Life: The View From Here 

U.S.A. [1993] Documentary.

I watched this documentary years ago while studying in the US for my HIV/AIDS class. At the time they only had the DVD available for watching in the library at the university. I found myself crying my eyes out while sitting and watching this film in the library. It was both beautiful and horrific at the same time. I recommend watching it when in a stable emotional state.

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Larry Kramer


Larry Kramer’s Faggots when first published in the 1970′s provoked a lot of criticism by some in the gay community.  The book was even banned in Manhattan’s only gay bookstore at the time.  The criticism comes from its satirical (and some say negative) portrail of an aspect of gay life in the 70′s.

My look on it today is not objective.  I was not there in the 70′s.  I did not grow up part of an oppressed generation which experienced unfathomable freedom after the stonewall riots.  Sex was a way to express this freedom.  And a lot of gays at that time thought the more the better.  I come from a generation that grew up in a time when AIDS was still decimating the gay population.  I grew up in a time of fear of STI’s and the stigma of HIV/AIDS.

Larry Kramer’s book of course does not criticize gays for having unsafe sex, but its subculture of recreational drugs and promiscuity.  It was after all written before the advent of AIDS or the “plague” as Kramer calls it.  The main character of the book, Fred Lemish, tries to find love in such world, but the other characters are more concerned about where, when and with whom they will be having sex with next.  Something that the since the coming of Grindr and other “dating sites” is again all the rage.

I do not perceive the book as negative.  It is written in a smart, funny, and witty way. I enjoyed its jewish and New York area references.  I look forward to reading Larry Kramer’s latest book to come out this year: “The American People, Volume I, Search for my Heart”.